RE:Scientific C rapJawcellis, the fact that someone rated your heartbreaking post "one star" should tell you that it is not worth sharing your emotions on these boards. Don't take it seriously what these "bashers" have to say, but empathize with them struggling with their own emotions as they look at themselves in the mirror wondering what has become of them. Keep up with your great posts! I wish you and your familly better health in the future.