There you are.
He began questioning his ulterior motives , and realized the day had came to pass, that He should face the ultimate reality of His choices. Refusing to surrender; he plodded forward with nothing more than ignorance and greed. As he found himself in need of preservation , he continued his path. His fate foreboding ominously yet an utterance of failure should never pass therough his lips. He again strove to ascertain His position among his peers in an effort of self preservation - And found Himself in a position that he could never recover.
Refusing to give up ; He became irate , and continuously passed his shortcomings to others ; a condescending desperate attempt to recover from his poor decisions to make others seemingly less educated than He, For to Him They were inferior and meaningless at His hands, in his mind, "so shall it be".
When the grail hath fillethed up ; and there is no room for overflow ; He should realize that His cup has indeed became overflowed.
Wishing You All Well.