I understand you. Investing in metals like gold and silver is a very volatile and manipulated business. We all know that JP Morgan has been manipulating gold for years and apart from fines and a pat on the back nothing is done against them. If you look at the last three rises in this sector 2012, 2016 and 2020 shows how patient you have to be in this kind of investment and when they go up it is the sector with the best quick returns. Never forget that money goes from the impatient to the patient. You have two choices: get out or hold on. Good luck.