Painted Pony Pete Ltd PDPYF

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 With your nearly 50% of the posts on this board and almost all of them slamming or swearing at someone or something, you have a serious problem that needs attention.  It's my understanding that OCD or other mental disorders are not something to trifle with.

If you are not already in some form of therapy, this may be a start for you:
https://www.calmclinic.com/anxiety/signs/obsessive-thoughts

and here's a free test that may also be of some assistance:
https://www.calmclinic.com/anxiety-test/

I'll do my best to pass along anything that I fnd that might prove helpful in your recovery.

Good luck