This is getting a little nauseating and juvenile time to grow up and grow a pair ! You are actually following around someone and blaming them because you don't or can't make money in stocks ?
Stocks are all about making fuc.king money I suggest you figure it out or get a new line of work !
You sound like someone borrowed money from you and won't pay back ? Short ? crybaby ? mixed up ? sounds like you need a friend go get a dog !