RE: I will fill my boot tomorrowWith the way you flip flop back and forth from basher to promoter, one of these days you going to fill your boots with sand and step off of a boat in the middle of a deep bay...
Why not make a modest investment and be happy with your returns, or mildly annoyed with your loss, depending on the outcome of your investment term?
Seriously, you need to take a look at how you are investing and what you post.