RE: RE: trade4everTrader, I understand your position and frustrations.
Most posters here though aren't carrying a 10 year baggage on their back, the highest average of anybody's holding of CDO I would venture to say would be .07 to .11 max!, others much lower.
So, seeing hopes of a 3 to 5 times the current .03 sp would be a jackpot for most of us here, and with the current new development that is foreseeable.
Most of us don't have a chip on our shoulder with Rene or Reed written on it. I do feel for you and your situation, and there could be redemption for your case, as you had previously mentioned, if you average down with these low prices, you should stand the chance to recover your 10 year investment.
Why don't you invest your energy pursuing that route, instead of losing hope and converting into a basher?