An Uncomfortable AffairI want out right now, but there is too much invested - effort, money, and (damn it) I still really like what I see. The promise is there. If only there was some reciprocation on her part for my attentions. But there is only neglect. I have "cautious optimism" on occasion. She hasn't betrayed me, it's just that she doesn't appreciate me. It would be a long and difficult separation. I won't gain from it, and I know in my heart that as soon as I break up I will regret it; she will go on to be all that I have ever desired.
My first girlfriend, again.
Donkey