Mr. Tucker I strongly recommend that you follow the advice of Sammy.Excellent advice ! Contact the company and find all the answers you have been looking for and please, then, you can report back to us about your findings, less your input or own interpretations. We are adults here and smart enough to make our own judgment. Then, only then, we might start giving you the respect that you never deserved before.
You must be Catholic because you have this "martyrdom" complex. You have been vilified over and over again, mostly by your own hands and still came back for more. Either that or you suffer from "battering syndrome ". That usually applies to women.
Please contact the company, so you can make a decision to either stay in this stock or move on and apply your futile time here with your love ones if you have any.
Are you man enough to do that ?
Prove it !