Surfingstocks You Truly R PatheticI really do feel sorry for you, what a truly depressing existence you must live day in and day out. Anyways there is professional help out there most likely you will have to go through Government Assistance which will make it possible for you too afford it on your Meager budget. I wish you the best of luck moving forward, but I doubt that can even help being you are a Lost Cause. Have a great day everyone.