RE:As a Canadian African Who said there's anything wrong with it? You, I guess? Looks like a little pun opened up a can of worms you've been repressing for many years. This is the PHM investment board but clearly you have some real issues with your identity. Just let it go, it's not healthy to hate yourself.
Repression can manifest itself in very unhealthy ways, in your case - internet addiction. Might I suggest checking into one of Convalo Health International's renowned facilities for addiction rehabilitation. This way you can seek therapy for your addiction and self destructive behaviour in a comforting environment, learn to love yourself, and support your investments. It's a win-win-win.