RE:RE:WildC'mon WC, it's time to let go of that investment decision of yours and move on with life.
Working your self up like this is not doing you any good and you're not getting any younger.
Release yourself from these thoughts tormenting your mind for so long now.
Go out and embrace life instead and cherish your 4 bagger and your AAV profit and come to peace with yourself for your own sake. (...and everyone else reading this BB btw)
I wish you all the best in your future recovery and wellbeing, and remember you and only you hold the keys to unlock these self-made shackles.