STANHOPE SOSStan,
you speak of saving your life LITERALLY. Guess what? A bet that involves such high stakes (your personal health and welfare) is NOT WORTH IT EVER. Retreat from the battlefield. The risk of losing is way too great for you. Never return to this crazy casino. Consider a nice bank stock like TD if you must invest in a stock. Interest rates should be rising and they will make more money. The major banks are not going anywhere...and they pay a dividend.
Now, the ARROGANT BULLS that tell people to go play in the traffic...they OBVIOUSLY need to mortgage their homes and DOUBLE DOWN here. :-)