RE:My Apologies to the CREW bb.No apologies necessary , This is an open forum and all ideas are most worthy of our consideration. Everyone gets emotional at times , to do otherwise would be to deny our own humanity.
Here is my advice not only to you but to everyone including myself .
First do not let the past cloud your assessment of the future
Second try to form your own opinion of what you want and what you will do if you for whatever reasons do not get it. As you know,I am the eternal optimist GNGG is the pragmatist The future is whatever it will be
Third ,whenever I am down ,I read the desiderata. Good medicine for very difficult times !!
https://www.desiderata.com/desiderata.html