Kcuhc be happyKcuhc look to me you are very unhappy. Cheer up. Two purpose of living. One find the true God. After death live with the God you found. Who cares MBX go up or down. If you don't do these end is heaven. revelation 21:6 And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. 21:7 He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. 21:8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.