RE:RE:RE:RE:Electrical Explosion in Puerto Rico This post is a gong show. Are you coming or going? You seem to be as confused about your own intentions as I am about yours.
Why are you angry all the time? It is unbecoming to express yourself with a tone of frustration and anger. It isn't a productive way to achieve what you want either. I do often see this behaviour in young children and adults that never received attention or discipline in their childhood. Maybe you should search your past there to look for the source of your anger. It could be the first step to achieving a happier life my friend!
If that is not it it may be a defensive reaction to lash out in anger after the anxiety of losing on a stock takes hold. Until you are out from under water downloading your stresses onto others is a way of deflecting the feelings.
Based on everything you have written to date o would guess you are a combination of the two. But whichever one you are, you are nothing more than a snowflake melting in a Puerto Rican freezer with no power to run it.
Viva la Greenbriar!